Still never enough

I think you love me, but we can’t escape the fact that i’m not enough for you. 

I knew this was going to happen. So i’m not blaming you for (still) choose her. 

I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. 

I just feel pain. A lot of pain. 

I thought i could imagine how much this would hurt, but i was wrong.

I know, i still never enough for you. And for your family.

Just her. Only her.

Goodbye for the third time.

Just go away for me. And i will be fine, trust me.

Diya

07 Oktober 2019